It wasn't very long ago that I was trying to figure out just how to save our son Silas, but now I try to figure out a way to save my family. Ever since I was told that I would need to take it easy and quit work since Silas was diagnosed at 20 wks things have been extremely hard. I've had to endure my husband's lay-off, it took till mid Dec. to get my clearance to go back to work. Each month we face eviction & yet figure it all out just in time. We have exhausted ALL our option & again we are facing eviction for Feb even though our lease is up May. The few jobs my husband & I found either didn't pay us on pay day, shut down. The local charities have all helped us from Oct-Dec. & we sold one of our cars to pay for Jan's rent. Our lights are due $400!!! How the heck is that possible when we were out of town for 2 wks & our place is only 1011 sq ft. On top of all this I just found out I have right ovarian cysts that wouldn't stop bleeding for a whole month.. Oh, and my phone was shut off yesterday..
Another Door Opens...
So, as I sit here watching t.v. missing my kids. I stop to think all that has happened since Silas' birth/death. As my anxiety flows through my body with a dose of depression & frustration I try my best to not think about being thrown out in the cold, what about my husband, kids & my daughters dog. I try to think of Mon as it could be filled with great news, but until then it's all a waiting game. "Patience is a virtue". My husband & I have decided that we are tired of being done dirty with our jobs/careers & are trying to start up our own venture. I want to this to be successful so that my husband & I can live comfortably, and give our kids what they deserve. Our future & well-being depends on this. We can send more time with our children, have another baby, fix our cars, & move into a new place.. In the end our children will have a business to take over if they want..
So, for now this is all just in the works, but I hope to assist the Cherubs families & help them travel when needed for the CDH reasons much more affordably. With all travel packages bought for or from a Cherub friend/family member a donation will be made in honor of your Cherub's name & info to CHERUBS. ***Donation depends current promotional package at time of purchase***
I wish I lived in the country on a nice piece of land that has animals, decent whether, good schools. A place where most the kids play in the barn NOT play the X-Box. I wonder why us, why more, isn't a child more than one person should lose? May Jehovah give us the strength to survive & not suffer anymore than we already have... Please bless us with this venture & tough those hearts that can change the whole situation for the worse.. This IS our chance so please touch my husband's heart with joy, skill, and finesse to keep things moving forward..
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